I am going to respond in a "Christ-like", manner

Well, this was going to be my welcome, but since this is my brand new web page, and someone felt the need to bash, here goes something...

Obvisously, I have been dealt a lot of strange blows in my life, for example, I have been to over 50 funerals, of family and friends, my mom is no longer living, I have had two people commit suicide that were literally part of my life. I don't deny, I HAD drama in my life. Who doesn't have drama in their life, that is just part of life. Since my move to Texas, I made a clean slate on certain issues, one of them, ie-DRAMA. You want to see drama come hangout with my friend KK.

Now, as to the person who posted, I am appreciative of your post, and my friend S said, I should delete it, I am not, because that is part of having a web page. I am going to try and dissect this post. For what ever reason people choose to stop hanging out with me is there loss, and I am sad that they had to stop hanging out with me due to my drama-which was not that bad. However, YOU do not know my life, from the point of me moving to Texas. I don't like drama, yes, I still have some, but its usually other peoples.

I also desire to surround myself around people with more going for them, however Christ commands us to hang out with people who are in less fortunate situations. Yes, I hang out with people who run the bars, stripe clubs, and do drugs, however these are the people that come to me for help, questions, trust and prayer. Everybody down here knows my SPIRITUAL status. I really did not feel that I was bashing this person, but I would encourage you to save some money, come down to visit me here in Dallas and walk just 5 days in my shoes, and you will witness, me showing my faith, my hope, and my love in a Christ like attitude to them.

For the last two years, here is how I have been doing it. I do have a friend that moved from Omaha to Dallas, and yes she is a striper and dating one of her body guards, and yes we still meet once a month for a bible study, and see and seat with each other atleast two times a month at Fellowship. Do I agree with her lifestyle, HELL NO, I am glad she is in church, YOU bet. Will I continue to be friends with them, you are darn right I will.

Right now, I am dealing with a friend from Omaha, who is in a dishonest situation with his wife. I am counseling this guy only cause he came to me first, because I am the only "spiritual person" in his life that he trust enough.

Right now, I am dealing with a best friend from Omaha who is going through a family cancer situation, I have spent some long, late, nights with her talking and crying for hours about why God is doing this- again.

Right now, I am trying to encourage one of my managers down here to try and get back with her brand new husband of only 8 months, and leave another person alone, that is causing her more pain, suffering, and anger- against men. I have spent many a long hours, just LISTENING.

Right now, I am trying to not let a friend of mine here in Dallas leave her husband for a friend from her high school days, while introducing her to Fellowship.

Right now, I am trying to convince 4 gay lesbians that it is ok for them to come to church, no matter how my church views homosexuality.

Last, but not certainly least, how many people have you taken to church in the last 2 years? I have brought over 45 people, I am not bragging, but I did move down here for this very reason. Fellowship is the #1 thing in my life. They have created a church that anybody can go to. They are CREATIVE, INNOVATIVE, and present the bible in everyday life situations in a entertaining way, just like Jesus did with the disciples.
So my final statement, with all that said, you don't know, now how my life has changed, and yes I am frustrated, because I don't understand why people say, think, do, and respond the way they do. I am glad God is in my life, and active, because if He wasn't, I would be so darn FRUSTRATED with out this drama, that He has given me to deal with to make me a stronger person.

I have issues...

It has been brought to my attention, that I am a reality tv show junkie. As many of you read, I recently saw Jessica Simpson and her entourage in the DFW airport. I mentioned specific names and the particular professionals she has on staff (ie her handlers). My friend shelly says that this is not common knowledge, people should not know Jessica Simpson entourage by name. So, to clarify our debate I would like to take a poll. So under the comment section type YES(it is common knowledge I even knew that), or NO (Thompson has issues). Thanks for participating in our poll. May I win.

I love my life, I love my friends, but now...

I just want to strangle someone (NOT literally). I was just going to thank and give love and attention to my oh dear KBFK, (who I just spent a hour on the phone with,) that I so love and worship her every boob-moment, but now I am PISSED.
Why do people put up with idiots. There is a idiot amongst us, many in this world, but this one we will call" D." This guy you could say isn't the brightest shining star in the planet, but maybe closer to the pimple I have on my a**. It could be for him being, a "dork," how about a "denied-loser," however you want to look at it. KK I am still here for you, love you, want you-of course to be happy, and most importantly move on from the seriously "DISTURBED" people in this da*n world who have serious"ANGER CONTROL MANAGEMENT issues", that he needs to get help for. That is all for now.... I will vent more later.

2nd Fellowshipchurch.com's guest speaker from Willow Creek

Just in and hot off the press, we will be having one of my favorite speakers at FC this weekend. Gene Apple was checking out Fellowship a few months ago, to see how we do church, and all that fun stuff, so they must have asked him back.

The count down has begun till the new DFW Ikea opens, this August 3, I will be there @ doors open. Also, my launch of my new web page goes public at midnight Aug, 1st. I cant wait.

DIVA'S, Dukes of Hazzard, and Official Pick on Randall Day @ B-10

Well, let me start my day by saying, this morning has been wonderful and a lot cooler out today. It was 930 am and I was walking out of the restroom about 10 gates down from my store, when I looked up, saw, and said aloud, "that Jessica Simpson", she was like 20ft from me and of course she said hello right back.
So, I watch them for a little bit, and then ran back to my store to tell everybody, and of course, now one believed me until about 10 minutes later, when Jessica Simpson's whole entourage walked past our store.
Here is who was walking in the box (ie in middle of all the security, )Willie Nielson, Burt Reynolds, Sean Williams Scott, Johnny Knoxville, and of course the whole Jessica Simpson brigade. She had handlers for everything, here was her personal glam squad-entourage.
Jessica, her personal assistant Casey, Ken Pavas - hair stylist, her make up artist, her fashion designer, a publist, one of her booking agents, a handler for her suitcases,( all Louis Vuitton bags,) and she didn't carry a one of them, and a handler for her dog, and last but certainly not least 4 huge, bodyguards, that were not letting anybody, get remotely close to them, along with DFW police, surrounding them. It was very cool to see in person and of course I rubbed it in, that I saw the whole thing twice, along with her saying hello to ME. Want to check out the dukes of hazzard here ?

Then I got thrown back into reality with "get back to work Randall, its still pick on Randall day", people were having fun, but I was the butt of all jokes, pranks, and problems all got blamed on me, even by my new WONDERFUL gm Drew.

A metrosexual toothbrush, Nasa now ready...Seriously

Ok I am still, still, and still laughing out of control. I just had a sudden glitch when my pop-ad-blocker failed me, and this time I am glad it did. Ok, so for all my many metrosexual friends. Tomorrow right after work, I am running out to the store and buying all of your Christmas presents early. Gee, can you guess what your getting????? I am sure hoping all of the millions dollars we are spending on the space shuttle research, will solve many world problems, like starvation, aids, Sudan babies dewing before the age of 13, ya know stuff we should really be concerned with, not how we can find out how quickly the earth revolves around the solar systems.

ON ice, ON my back, IN my bed-all day long....

No, my feet aren't elevated above my heart, they should be though, cause my back went out this morning at work and I am in horrible pain. So if anybody wants to stop by and bring me lunch, or call me to chat, atleast for my DFW friends, the door will be unlocked. So, today as I was getting my back cracked, my friend who is also my "chiropractor" told me, "you are the only one I extremely love working on. You are the biggest cry baby and you make the worst faces, I just cant be profesitional (sp) when you come in, since we also friends from Fellowship." I was thinking in my head, you idiot, let me crack your back and cause you more pain, to get relief and we will see what faces you make, however, I really wouldn't want to do that. He is a whopping 300 pd. kungfu fighter.

My niece's sweet 16, Amy Hansen how have you done it?..?..?

happy SUPER sweet 16 birthday Christina Ruane!!!!!!!
Love you, miss you, hugs and kisses, uncle boris

I am going to wish Amy Hansen in Omaha a happy 10th anniversary, only cause we both know how much CRAP you have to put up with. Still remember the day and cherish both of your friendships. Love ya, when are you moving back to DFW????

Go Lance Armstong, Texas Heat, DFW International opens new Terminal D

Lance armstrong won his qualifying times and is on his way to his 7th and final Tour De France.com. Go Lance Armstrong Go!!!! Well, the last few days has been a blister of heat on my ass, when my friend Jason, who now lives back in Omaha, said you will have to take cold showers in the summer time, he was not joking.

Well, today was the official ribbon cutting ceremony at the Dallas/FtWorth Internal Airport. After 4 long years they finally opened the new terminal D for all international flights. Here is the impressive stats. It has over 2 million square feet, 99 ticket positions and 100,000 square feet of retail/food space. It is the largest international terminal in the world and it also has some impressive $2 million art thrown into the whole thing. Also open a 300 room Grand Hyatt hotel and 8,200 parking garage all connected and covered . Right now, I am getting ready to take a cold shower, take a little siesta and then going out dinner and drinks, my new drink is martinis, and of course I live only 3 miles from My Martini wine and bistro. IF you COME and visit me, trust me I will take you there. It is my new favorite hangout of the summer. LOVE HUGS and kisssseeessss I shall be off. peace for now.

TRUTH leads to CHANGE...the truth about HOMOSEXUALITY

I talked to my friend Clay and he said that he used to go to a really cool church, and he said, "Randall, I think you would like it, it's a mega church". So I decided to check out, and when they handed me the worship guide in the visitor's parking lot of Sugar Creek Baptist Church, and I read it before I even got in, I was ready to turn around and go find another church. I didn't, I swallowed my pride and said I will go listen.

I am a devout Christ follower, and the only thing I cherish is my faith and everything that wraps itself up in that.

After saying that, I am a christian by my faith, but some of my beliefs are not completely founded in scripture. Lately, I have been struggling with the topic of sexuality, and why people make such a big deal out of it. I believe people are just people who are made in the image of God differently - male/female, believers/ non believers.
I don't believe in race, religion, color of skin, or sexual orientation, we are just human beings! I have been blessed with a wide range of friends, alot of my friends are gay, black, asian, atheist, muslim, and a few straight friends. I love my diverse friends. I am blessed.

A favorite mega church in the upper Midwest of mine, are having classes on this very subject, however they are calling it, "Broken Sexuality". One of these days I want to check that class out. Each person has his/her own beliefs. People make decisions everyday, and one of mine is to try and up hold what the Bible says about these subjects and sin to the best of my ability. I DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING, but one thing I can't wait to ask God is, why cant people just love people, nothing more, nothing less, just the way they are? Sometimes I wish this life was not so darn complicated, life is too short for stress-filled, complicated lives.

SugarCreek did a ok job on this message, I am waiting for the CD to come online, and to finish reading all the information they were giving out. I will share more, when I am finished reading, and studying. That is it for now, I think...Peace

"Lil' John and the east side boys visits B-10

Our new manager comes to me and says do you know who you are waiting on?, and I said, " No, I sure don't, but they are bunch of rude a&%holes, I mean rude Dwight". He said that's "Lil John the rapper and the east side boys. Let me go say hello," He came back and said, " you were right they are jerks, they specifically told me not to let anybody bother them and ask for their autographs. I tried to tell him not to say hello, they were really rude, but that is what his entourage is known for. However Lil john was sure nice when he wanted me to pass on his phone # to our new hot bartender.

Sexist Fat Man from Omaha screams "bald IS beautiful", Dennis Rodman running from the BULLS?? Live from Lakewood Church

This week I keep having people give me a compliment on my barber, which is my, duh I am cheap. Well, about two months ago, I was challenged to "bic" my head and go completely bald, well as most of you don't know, DON'T CHALLENGE ME, cause it will back fire on you. So, for the last two months, I have been bald, and this week customers have been sharing how good I like, well today one of my guest gave me this newspaper article titled, "Bald is Beautiful". So, for all of my people, friends, and family all around, yes I am bald, and yes I am still beautiful, and yes I still know it, especially with my girl friend telling me that, while rubbing my smooth BALD head.

I just have to ask did anyone see the Dennis Rodman news blurb on him in "running of the bulls in Pamplona Spain," I want to do it, but all I would do is watch from high above, my luck a bull would break through the barricades and shove his horn up my ass, and I don't need any thing like that.

So, I left my friends house in Sugarland Texas, and headed for the "old Compaq center", I got parked and called my dad by 615 pm Saturday night for the 7pm service. I parked across the street, only cause I did not want to park in the 9,000 stall underground parking garage, that would freak me out.
I walked 5 blocks and was greeted by a army of people literally excited to see me, amongst the other thousands of people. I jumped on the escalator with my worship guide in hand, and already found myself being ushered to the other side of the arena bowl. I went up into the arena and was already breathless at the beauty they created into a "Texas size sanctuary", well I decided I was not going to sit behind the stage in the nosebleed section staring at light racks, so I walked back to the other side of the bowl, stopped at the usher and pulled out my press pass and told them, "I don't want to sit in the pressbox seating area, its just 1 person, I surely can find a single seat," and immediately did by this wonderful, and happy usher. It was 7pm and the crowd started to stand to their feet, clap and roar as a team of security escorted the Osteen family to their front row seats.
All the lights in the house went pitch black and you saw these 8 white lights start to rise slowly from the back of the stage/orchestra pit tossing, turning and twirling like at a concert. The orchestra pit was rising on hydraulics upward to the level of the rest of the main stage. The whole stage was completely filled with smoke, and all of sudden the announcer said in a very deep voice, "live from the Compaq center Lakewood church, welcome to your new home", and then 16 other laser lights started going crazy, with all of the smoke and lights, the place went nuts and that is how they started worship, for a minute, I thought "oh my gosh I am back at Fellowship, it was completely a FellowshipChurch.com service opener.

At that time I was brought to tears many times over, my mom got us watching Lakewood, before Joel Osteen took over in 99. The one thing I love about Joel is, he's so humble, and he let everybody know that, he said, " moving from our 8,000 seat sanctuary in NE Houston to our new 16,000 seat Texas size sanctuary home was and is a complete God thing" and he said, "I don't want and I don't deserve any credit, it was God working thru me. It's not about me or my family its about God who answers prayer." We sang about 4 praise songs, watched a couple videos, "greetings and congratulations from leaders around the world," a short 15 minute message by the governor of Texas Rick Perry and then a drama, a song by his 7 year old daughter, and another 15 minute message by Joel and then it was over.
It is awesome to think a city in the U.S. chose to give the "old Compaq center" to a church, (that the city of Houston will not profit from), then to another sports team like everybody else wanted the city council to do.

IKEA, IKEA, IKEA, a trip in time-Mozambique Africa

Well I made it down to Houston safe and sound. I found the Ikea and a few times had to put my pupils back in the sockets. All I can say is, I will be the first at the grand opening of the DFW location. Mark it, belief it, make a ring.

I spent 3 filled not so fun months in Mozambique Africa my freshman summer of college in 93. I met this really cool chick from Houston- Angie, she was a swell, cool, laid back sort of girl that all the guys got along with. She was the sweeter one of the group. Just 5 years ago, I tracked her down and traveled down south to meet Angie and her new husband Kirk. Great guy, awesome people and really have a heart for people and their faith.

Funny story ( I am sure you will remember this) they took me to this summer arts festival and lets just say the freeeeaaakkks were out and about. The final straw was this guy who was so punked out of his mind had pointed tipped small little triangle Mohawks of hair sticking out of his head. The scary thing was, if that was not enough, he was carrying this GIGANCTIC iguana on his shoulders and you could pet it, after the quick pet, we dashed.

This last time down, I had another great surprise, unlike their dog thinking I was his new best friend, was their 6month old baby girl named Dylon. She was a cute and happy little thing. I mostly hung out with Kirk, he showed me around their new home, caught up on old times and hopefully encouraged, as I was getting encouraged. Angie came home right in time as we just got dinner home, and we chatted, ate PeiWei, looked at old pictures, and laughed alot. Now that we live only 4hours away, we promised we will stay in touch more.

This is what life is about sharing faith, hope, and love with others, especially to this exceptional Christian couple, who like me, love God and people. Love you TWO!!!

Tomorrow, LIVE FROM THE COMPAQ CENTER-LAKEWOOD CHURCH...

A MEGA church weekend Waiting on Hollywood

This weekend was very special and exciting for me. I ended my 2 week sabbatical with a bang. I drove down to Houston Saturday morning July 16, and 17 and also visited some friends. This week I will review my "MEGA church weekend" Just for a teaser here is where I went.....

Lakewood Church
Ikea.com
The church at Sugar Creek, Sugarcreek.net
Champion Forest Baptist Church, Championforest.org
Fellowship of the Woodlands, Fotw.org

Most of you know I work at TGIFridays at Dallas/FtWorth International Airport. The last week at "Dirty C-30 and my first 10 days at B-10 here is just to name a few who has been in my store and some I have waited on, not all but some.....
the band Warrant-old school band that sang, "she's my cherry pie"
the band Kutless- a Christian rock group- got bands autographs
Jessica Simpson- came in without husband Nick and no bodyguard, by herself
Biff Henderson- from The Late Show with David Lettermen- with his family.
Pauly Shore- funny, funny, funny

Each day I will review my festivities and a few opinion points along the way.

Houston...we have lift off... a visit back to Africa

Well, the count down is done and over and now all that is left is 3 hours. I drove by the "old Compaq center" and there is plenty of hussle and bussle. I am visiting friends in Sugarland, Texas. I have known Kirk the last 5 yerars, and Angie since my trip to Mozambique Africa in 93'. More news soon.

a friend I know...their family consumed with cancer, and others like them...

I just want to start off by saying that, I don't claim to know everything especially this subject. I have been in my bed crying for a few hours wondering how life continues to deal severe blows to people I know and care about. I know I can't get mad at God and/or don't want to, there really is no need for that. However, I always find myself praying asking God "what is up with that?", I know that cancer has not affected my family yet and pray for the day I can shed light on it when and if it does. I have a friend who's mom just found out she has cancer in the gall blatter and around that area, they immediately insisted she go in for surgery, and did not have time to tell the family-literally. As I have listened on the phone, and on shoulder as to the pain this person, emotionally, physically, pyschiologically, and spiritually is going thru, I can' help to wonder what else I could do, but just be there for them. I honestly thank God that I am still here on earth, and thank him for my close friends around the world, but especially the ones from home.

Lets call this one girl shelly, we have been friends for over 10 years and life will never separate us until death does. Her family has been exposed to cancer and the strength this women has, gives, and beholds is amazing to lay eyes on. I will never forget the day when she told me about one of her family members finding out about her cancer. Knowing there was something wrong since I spent the holidays with them, I could only brace myself for the obvious. However I was not ready for this most recent one this week, as I have shared my best friends sister's story, I can only pass on hope that
G O D is in control, we might not know it, believe it, or care about it, but I am glad I was able to share encouragement from one life to another. Relationship with God and others are crucial for life, I know if I did not have mine, I would be still out wandering around. To my close friends who have dealt with this, thank you for sharing with me, so I can share with others some faith, some hope and some love.

I love, care, and pray for you all. KK, shelly, shaner in CB, Iowa!!!!!!!!

LLLL IIII VVVVV EEEEE SSSS TTTT RRRRR OOOO NNNNN GGGGGG!!!

Mr.&Mrs.Smith, thoughts on Natalie in Aruba, 4th day-Houston, RW-Austin

My dad and I went to go see Mr & Mrs Smith, with Angelina, and brad Pitt. I thought it started off a little slow, but I think it is in my top 10 "favorite" list, it is definelty a must see.

The people I know around here are praying for Natalie Holloway and her family and hope she is just found soon, in what ever condition. I think something shady is going on with the Vondersloot father, you just got assume he knows something more.

Houston...Houston only 4 days left till the first time ever in church history, where a church will move into an arena and the largest sanctuary in the U.S. This past weekend they had a celebration service of history in the first original building.

Yes, I have been down to go see MTV's Real World Austin house, it is very cool and big in person, MJ RW Philly and Dan from Miami flew thru DFW Intl. and walked past my store and I got their attention, and chatted with them and of course MJ remembered me from when I talked with them during the filming in Philly.

Shane in CB, and Colorado Nette

Love you both, glad you found me and hope you keep living life-literally. Thank you for your friendship. I love you both. Looking forward to seeing you both here blogn' soon!!!

R. Kelly drops by Fellowship Countdown...Begin-Houston

This weekend at FellowshipChurch.com was an amazing weekend that really came alive for me. Ed invited Buddy Cremeans down from Malta NY. He is the senior pastor of NorthwayFellowship.com. He shared with us how FC has had an impact on the world, let alone his life. Buddy challenged us to "Dare to Dream" like his own church has done. Log on to FC.com and watch and listen to this powerful message and find more on how to dream bigger dreams. One of our own teaching pastors Tianne Moon, and the FC choir sang, "I believe I can fly" by R. Kelly. It was breath taking.

THE COUNT DOWN HAS BEGUN: LADIES AND GENTLEMEN in just 5 short breathtaking days, it will be history in the making. My 2nd most favorite mega-giga church in the nation will open a new chapter. The 30,000 members of Lakewood Church in Houston Texas will move into their brand new home, in downtown Houston at the "old Compaq Center" to an impressive 16,000 seat sanctuary arena, that has been fully renovated, $85 million to be exact. Check them out at Lakewood.cc That exact same weekend I will be visiting a sister church to FC called Fellowship of the Woodlands, fotw.org They are exploding in attendance along with creativity and innovation. Last but not least ikea.com will be my final stop of endless hours of shopping. I need to prepare myself for our own DFW ikea opening this Aug. 3

Go LANCE Armstrong Go

Everybody in Texas has been cheering Lance Armstrong on with Tour De France 2005 race. Good Luck. You can check out the race at Tourdefrancenews.com

Making Ripples. The 3r's...Rest, Relaxation, and Reflection-a sabbatical

Last weekend at fellowshipchurch.com ... We've all asked the question, "why am I here?" We want to know if there is a purpose for our existence. Mike Breaux tackled this issues as we discovered that our lives are much more than just accidental happenings. What we do with them can have an impact far beyond what we may be able to see today.

Life is very short, and we can impact people, friends or just strangers that we meet, for a life time. I just got back from a nice, and enjoyable time at my dads, the last day I was hanging with a friend. I stopped to drop off dad and bumped into that friend that I was getting ready to meet at my house, but at a later time (how wired was that), we both got out of vehicles to say hello, cause it has been a couple of years. Well this old guy confronts us and asked why I didn't park in a stall. Deep down inside I got mad, cause I didn't even know the guy, but I apologized and told him to have a great day, and gave him a God Bless your sir. Now if I would handled that different because I was with my friend, I would not be in the opportunity to let the situation get me down. Oh yea I was upset, but I have been determined I am not going to let people get me upset any more. Life is too short not to "Make Positive Ripples"

London Cheers the 2012 Olympics, the next day tears...

As dad and I heard the news about London we were in shock, just the day before they were cheering in the streets about 2012 Olympics to be held in London. In the next 24 hours, tears were being spilled as these sad individuals try to show their power. Our hearts and prayers are certainly going to Britain. I am thoroughly convinced that the reason London was picked was only because of the G-8 Summit being held 450 miles away, that is probably the closest they could get to let all of the Summit leaders know they are still into terrorizing.

I have been on vacation with my dad in Missouri and it has been nice and relaxing. Everybody up here is talking about President Bush, and if he is doing a good job. The only thing I have to say is let the man do his job. Do you actually think he wants harm to come to the U.S.. Get a life people he was reelected a 2nd term for a reason, stop critiquing him and pray for him. If you cant be positive and uplifting, towards a man who is doing the best darn job out of all of the other presidents so far, then just the f*$% up. I am so sick and tired of all the stupid liberal politicians and Hollywierds running off at the mouth. Take a load off, and go spew positvity, instead of your negativity. It is really starting to get old!!!

TGIFriday's B-10...Surprise I'm home...DAD!!

Well my transfer from "Dirty C-30" to B-10 was official July 5th as I reported to a new terminal. I had been picking up the last few shift, and everybody likes me especially these two big queers. I am so glad to be out of the drama and that stress filled store, however I do miss them, and all the fun times that I had there. I will take the memories with, and leave - stress.

They could only give me 3 days since the transfer was granted in the middle of the week. Open tue. 7-5-05 and I had a friend pick up Saturday morning, and so I will cruise back sometime Sunday. I was thinking to myself ya know I have not seen dad in a while atleast 7months, I am going to go and surprise him, and that I did indeed at MIDNIGHT. I will share later.

Gay Family Day on the 4th

I just got back from hanging out with my favorite lesbian friends/couples. You just got to love gays grilling out for the 4th of July. I got there about 5pm and Sarah and Adria were already there, and Bons and her girl friend Ms Razor were preparing the grill. We were also celebrating Bons birthday with a special surprise portrait. Ms Razor had one of her good friends sketch her in the nude, and then repaint her on canvas to give to her tonight. It was awesome hanging out with the family and yet sharing another holiday with people who care so much about ME, and not them.

SORRY

Highlight the 2nd paragraph and you can read it better, censored for the censors -NOT REALLY!

FellowshipChurch.com guest speaker, Moving on-saying goodbye. Comedy hour @ Sherlocks anyone??

Happy 4th of July!!!! Hoping everybody is having a great 4th of July weekend. Mine of course has been very eventful.
I met my very good friend from my old store "Dirty C-30" and went for a quick bite and then off to the comedy show. NOT REALLY, but REALLY. I picked up one of the coolest guys I know, we will call him "MAC". Let me break Mac down for you, crazy, lives in a music box apartment, loves to lounge, smoke, ride his bmx bike, play in his band, and hangout with his homeboys and loves to give girls exams.

So this night we headed off to Sherlocks, a great irish bar and lounge. We got there around 7pm and it was $2.00 wells. After a few rounds, a few more rounds, and shots, I needed desert,( if you know me, which most of you dont) we gorged on choclate mouse cake. Mac is always the life of the party, he is probably on of the funniest people I know, and from 8pm till 1am we were laughing so hard the people behind KK and I were easdropping and listening and watching for atleast a solid 5 minutes. Probably one of the funniest times I will never forget only cause we laughed so hard, and then we headed back to Mac's place for some r and r, which was the icing on the cake.

This is the official weekend for me to say goodbye to a bunch of great people at TGIFridays "Dirty C-30" These people have changed my life and I will never be the same. I have learned alot about myself, how to relax, unwind, not take life so serious, (like I have been doing) taking time to listen to others and learn from our mistakes as our friendship grows together.
I will especially miss my close gay family Ms.Razor, Ms. Sarah, and all of the people who have helped me to jump OUT of my shell, and just be me-FREE. love you guys.

I moved here to start going to this church. One of th COOLEST, most CONTEMPORARY, and A LIFE CHANGING church, I have ever experienced. This weekend at www.fellowshipchurch.com we welcomed Mike Breaux a teaching pastor from yet another favorite mega-church of mine www.willowcreek.org community Church in Chicago, he talked on Making Ripples. Check out the music we sung and listen to the message online. Tommorrow will try and tackle how that message affects us all in community.

DeVirginizing myself , 2005 Summer kick off, and Welcome All

Well, is this crazy or what?? It is official, I am no longer a virgin to the "Blogger World". Scary isn't it? Thank you Kristen in Chi-town for the encouragement to start.

Summer is officially here. Yesterday at "dirty C-30" we had a sewer/water problem, after my favorite manager KK decided after two fun-filled hours of cleaning we could go home. I thought to myself "home-you have got to be joking." If you know me, (which only a few do) and most of you don't. I thought lets go for margaritas, and of course we could because it was after 12-noon, that is my rule. So V, Becca and I hit the "infamous"Esparzas Mexican Restaurant in downtown Grapevine Texas for two-fun filled hours of laughs and deep thoughts.

Later in the day my favorite El Savordian family, (who has taken me under their wing) invited me to Lake Grapevine for a little BBQ and water recreation. Thank you Denora and Mirna and the rest.

Well I am getting ready to go back for a cat nap. On my plate today, I need to go in and pick up a shift, pay some bills, and start reading a new book "Seeing yourself through God's Eyes"

Final thoughts: Keep living life to the fullest. Learn to love yourself and let God love you. Peace
Oh yea, enjoy this stinking heat 101' degrees today.