I know and I can only say I'm sorry. I wish I could say that Ive been busy, but not really. In
2 weeks, I'm going to take a year or 2 and work my ass off and do 80 hours a week. It was a really hard decision to make, but I have been only working 1 full time job of 30 hours a week and some bartending gigs With the economy just really in the middle stages, I have a opotunity to work 3 jobs and Im going to take advantage of that..
I went through a rough time, losing a friend, finding out my father has prostrate cancer and nobody had any idea, (not to draw attention to himself), and helping out a few friends get through tough marriages. It was by there choice to include me, not mine.
The winter was kinda rough, but I really didn't think it was that bad. Spring is def here and I'm ready for the summer. I have been going through some learning labs and my frustration level has been really high. I'm def going to take some time out and work and get caught back up. The economy has def kicked me in.
Harley is doing great, no more peeing on the floor, her and jasmine are really close. I have had to let go of more of my friends. I'm really burned out that I have NOT seen my sister (1hour away) since July 10. Yea crazy huh. I'm torn I really feel like the world these last 3 years have been intermingled with very self absorbed people and to me those are the people that I need to stay away from. I have really positively changed into a loner and I like that.
I have been meeting some really cool and interesting people through Starbucks and they have all been leaders and not followers. I met this 25 y/o hippie biker with a big red fro named Bezzell. He is avid biker and does not use public transport, very chill and just down to earth. This guy is too freaking smart for his own good, he landed me a bike that I'm picking up this week. I have been reading a couple of books, working out, and finding my inner well being while trying to stay spiritual in a very UN spiritual world.
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