how do you prepare for death...

has been a spot on my mind for many months...but lately its been by the hour. One of my best friends sister is slowly running out of options in her battle with lung cance back at home and Im here. I cant
hug, cry with her, encourage the ones who needs encouraging...love them.

Im not sure how I could live knowing that a clock is slowly starting to begin to stop and might not start again. I hear her strength on the phone and that so ecourages me to keep fighting in my own battles.